My First Love

This song, is for you

But you gave me the best mixtape I have

And even all the bad songs ain't so bad

I just wish there was so much more than that

About me and you

and these lyrics

even as tween as they are

Comfortable as I am

I need your reassurance

And comfortable as you are

You count the days

But if I wanted silence

I would whisper

And if I wanted loneliness

I'd choose to go

And if i liked rejection

I'd audition

And if I didn't love you

You would know

And why can't you just hold me

And how come it is so hard

And do you like to see me broken

And why do I still care

still care

You say you see the light now

At the end of this narrow hall

I wish it didn't matter

I wish I didn't give you all

Poor little misunderstood baby

No one likes a sad face

But I can't remember life without him

I think I did have good days

I think I did have good days